January 2010
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i got a d in fundies, an e in algebra. wow. my parents are just ‘dissapoited’ and think i have add, which i proabably do. i’m getting tested in a month. i also think i am depressed, but i have no idea how to tell my parents this. depression runs in my family, for one thing. and, when i’m alone or aggrivated, i feel so… i don’t even know. my friends and people...
“Here’s to the kids.
The kids who would rather spend their night with a bottle...”
– Pete Wentz. (via innocentandsweet)
One quote that never gets old :)
(via fypetewentzquotes)
i would just like to take a moment to honor my sheer and absolute admiration for pete wentz. i believe this quote describes me perfectly. honestly, pete wentz is my hero. i think i like him more then some...
hell yes,
the school computers don’t block tumblr.
dear iTunes,
seriously, i refuse to pay $1.29 for a fricking song. i’ll just go download it off beemp3 or mp3boo or something. sorry, sweetie. it’s been real, babe, but this is goodbye.
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1.) she’s a stupid skank.
2.) i know i’m not pretty, or charming, but seriously. you can’t deny that there’s something here.
3.) you’re being rediculously ignorant.
4.) i feel alone.
5.) i want to tell you.
5 1/2.) i want you to tell me.
6.) i have something i need to tell someone.
7.) i’m stupid.
8.) i’m tired.
9.) i’m stupid, again.
...
oh,
I seriously need to cut back on the creeping a bit. Some would find it disturbing.
Everything's Magic - Angels & Airwaves
squeakyshins:
And do you ever feel like you’re alone? And do you ever wish you’d be unknown? I can say that I have.. I can say that I have.. And do you ever feel things here aren’t right? And do you ever feel the time slip by? And I can say that I have.. And I can say that I have..
So hear this please And watch as your heart speeds up endlessly And look for the stars as the sun goes down Each...
:) / ):
i have a secret.
exactly.
i love when people say ‘exactly.’ it makes me feel like we’re so in sync. it makes me feel like we’re on exactly the same page. i absolutely love it, for some odd reason.
soo, winter-frickin’-ball is, what, saturday ? i reallyyyy don’t want to go, although now i have a date. :( please, if your going, please hang out with me. quite frankly, i don’t...
life is.
Dreaming. Nervousness. Exhaustion. Shyness. Confusion. Drawing. Sleeping. Talking. Texting. Crying. Laughing. Hating. Loving. Photography. Watching. Observing. Wishing. Doing. Trusting. Painting. Singing. Writing. Listening. Music.
i'm overly attracted and terribly convinced,
i’m done with you(:
anyway. BATTLE OF THE BANDS WAS THURSDAY ! it’s over ): what do i do now ? god damn it.
yesterday i went to them there smithfeild stores with mario and brielle. twas good fun. then brielle and i went winter ball dress shoppin’ at warwick mall. wow, i really don’t want to go to winter ball, at all. i’m going to be a fifth wheel. all my...
i speak fast, and i'm not going to repeat myself.
So listen carefully to every word I say. I’m the only one who’s gonna get away with making excuses today. You’re appealing to emotions that I simply do not have. Blackmailed myself, cause I ain’t got anyone else. This is a stick up- give us all your inspiration.” I’ve got the red carpet blues baby. So, put your hands in the air and don’t make a sound. But...
klufhjkl;sdajhdwtf.
alright. i’m so pissed right now it’s not even funny. every little thing is making me pissed off.
seriously, shut the FUCK up. you don’t love him (: and we all know this. the first guy comes along who’s actually into you and you assume it’s love ? noo. you’re confusing love with attraction, love with sex. you’re perspective of love is so twisted; you...
grr.
i have an immense amount of homework.
i’m revising my fundies essay. mrs castanho is even sassy with me in her comments on my writing. on my first draft she asked me a question about my story. so i added something in to clarify. then on my other draft she told me to take it out; completely contridicting herself. wtf, stfu. i hate you.
(:
oh hai.
hey. i’m back for a second.
miss me ? yeah, you did.
friday i got me a new phone. aw yeahh. then saturday i slept over michaela & bri’s with richard. twas a swell time. “i told joo not to go dere ! i told joo !” “i-i blacked out.” “go where ?” “i wonder if cumberland farms delievers.” “it would be so easy...
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there are always those steep hills that you KNOW you’re climbing. but then there are those hills that appear to be just flat land, but really you’re climbing ever so slowly, so slow that you don’t even know you’re climbing until you reach the top.
there are things you work for, and then there are things that just happen.
14247.) You make me feel so invisible.
blogsecret:
I hate it. She doesn’t want you. I hope you realize that, but I know you don’t.
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damn. life sucks. everything’s so crazy.
for one thing, i hate fundies. and i especially hate mrs. castanho. she gets this evil look in her eye when she’s commanding you to do something. i honestly cannot stand that woman.
and mr b. uuuckkkk. he’s so creepy and he is definatly the worst teacher i have ever had. he’s nice sometimes, but his teaching method sucks. i...
wowwwwwwww
i’m punished. from the computer. until the end of the quarter.
awesomeeee. thank you mr. b and your stupid naked face. this is all your fault.
so if you don’t hear from me it’s because i’m punished. not that anyone reads this / cares anyway…
okay so byeeee
if you can answer any of these questions for me,...
SINCE WHEN was it winter ? Where the hell did summer go ?
Does anyone else hate Lady Gaga as much as I do ?
Why do girls think it’s attractive when they wear leggings as pants ? Shouldn’t leggings go UNDER something ?
Why have everyone changed into people who I can’t even recognize ? Why can’t I look at you anymore ?
Why do you even...
yep,
what the fuck am i fucking doing ? i’m such an idiot. wow. cool. great. awesome. this is just amazing. YOU OBVIOUSLY CAN’T SAY YOU “I LOVE YOU FOREVER” to your girlfriend when YOU HAVE FEELINGS FOR SOMEONE ELSE. you need to figure yourself out, and fast. damn it, i’m falling quite quickly.
DON'TMAKETHISEASY,IWANTYOUTOMEANIT.
Don’t make this easy, I want you to mean it, Jasey [Say that you mean it.]. You’re dressed to kill, and I’m calling you out. Don’t waste your time on me.
I’ve never told a lie, and that makes me a liar. I’ve never made a bet, but we gamble with desire. I’ve never lit a match with intent to start a fire, but recently the flames are getting out of control....
i found this, and it is so true.
If You Were Born Today, December 31: You are a highly responsible person who has a great need for order, organization, and accomplishment. You are protective of those you love, sometimes to the point of making decisions for them! You are orderly and function best in an organized, goal-oriented environment. You take on more and more, and sometimes too much! Most of you are good with your finances...
do it uppppp
http://www.formspring.me/gianna182
ask me ANYTHING; i’ll answer all the questions i recieve, and i’ll answer them truthfully.
another night with her, but i'm always wanting...
With all of this I feel now Everything inside of my heart It all just seems to be how Nothing I feel pulls at me at all Again I waited for this to pull apart To break my time in two Another night with her But I’m always wanting you
honestly, you saved me from doing something i’ll really regret. i was going to hurt myself as soon as i was alone in my room.
then i looked and i had a missed call from you. thank you so much. you saved me.
ehhhh.
michaela and briana did end up sleeping over saturday night. yay, we had fun. we watched girl, interupted. i loveloveloved it. it was so fricking true. i love michaela and briana<333333333
have you ever had one of those days where EVERYTHING aggrivates you ? have you ever had one of those days where NOTHING goes your way ? have you ever had one of those days where EVERYTHING makes...
no regrets.
LIVE.
please take me by the hand, it's so cold out...
if young love is just a game, then i must have missed the kick off.
yayyayyay.
yesterday i went to my nana and papa’s, then to target with chrissy. then chrissy and mikey slept over, and they just left like a half hour ago. twas fun c:
now in a little bit i’m going to michaela and bri’s to hang out with ‘em. hopefully i can sleepover, if my mom’s not being stupid. if not, ronnie and antonio are sleeping over tonight. uhhhh.
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