I do not ache for you (present tense) but I will always miss you (past tense). It’s as confusing to feel as it sounds. I am persistent in trying to construct myself a better and healthier future, and I am anxious for my future to begin. However a part of me will always be stuck with you, eternally past tense. My head hurts and I wish there were someone out there as good as you.
- One fact about my love life?
- Someone who I look up to?
- Someone I love?
- Someone I miss?
- My dreams/plans for the future?
- What I would name one of my kids if it was a boy?
- What I would name one of my kids if it was a girl?
- One thing I love?
- One thing I hate?
- A song that reminds me of someone I want back?
I’m dying. I’m trying to leave. Let me slip away, I’m barely holding on. Every now and then I feel the end of us. I never meant to say “I’m sorry,” and I’m not sad to see you go, where human shapes burned on concrete walls. These days the sun don’t shine here anymore. I find it motivating to see your troubles drowning. (I’m dying.) It’s such a shame to feel I’m drifting. (I’m trying to leave.) Let me slip away, I’m barely holding on. Every now and then I feel the end of us. I love the way you breathe inside my head, but something’s gotta change, I’m barely holding on.
Fack, I have the shakes